i just need to talk.
today has been just odd.
last day of work until after SF. i won the VIA of the month award for expertise, just meaning that i exemplify that value at work.
get my nails done for my trip, then get an awesome birthday gift.
then… i find out my dog is dying. and my whole day falls.
and honestly, i hope you read this because i refuse to contact you, but i thought you should know. she probably won’t make it through the night. i just know that you cared about her.
its been hard because I’m having to be the strong one. the one not crying. the one offering to move her limp body out of her own pool of blood and vomit. and its hard. I’m upset and doing my best not to be selfish because i got lucky and got to be off work tomorrow so i can pack. but my mom will be spending her time burying our dog.
im so thankful that i have the one on the inside of me that is the definition of peace that surpasses all understanding. glory glory glory
Ezra Miller, Photographed by Javier Ortega